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About Me Member Emotional Poet startthemachine-2316/Female/Canada Recent Activity Deviant for 11 Months
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Hurts the same when nobody knows,

Sun Oct 25, 2009, 2:50 PM
Everything just hurts so much.
I feel so, down, all the time.
I haven't cried this much in over half a year, and honestly, I told myself I was done with that.
... but now it's back ,
but this time I can't tell anyone.
I don't trust anyone enough to let them know,
which is kinda the benefits of a pretty much anomynous account right?
I just pour my heart out, and wait for the next day.
I guess depression is like the tide right?
Always comes back, especially at night when you're most vulnerable to fall into and drown,
The waves, deteriorate your wooden support beams, they wrought and fall away,
and voila- stability, gone.

I just keep telling myself it's a phase,
but it's harder when you lie on the the floor, clutching your chest 'cause the anxiety makes it next to impossible to aquire enough air.

  • Listening to: My black Dahlia- hollywood undead
  • Reading: random
  • Watching: computer screen.

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  • Current Residence: Canada
  • Interests: The colour red, Music, Chai Lattes, Thunderstorms, Fire, Autumn, Warm Sweaters, Good Grades
  • Favourite movie: cruel intentions
  • Favourite band or musician: Blink 182, AVA, Owl City , Automatic Loveletter
  • Favourite genre of music: anything really.
  • Favourite artist: undecided.
  • Favourite photographer: undecided.
  • Favourite style of art: renaissance
  • Operating System: Ibook g4
  • MP3 player of choice: ipod

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:iconpoisonedrosepuppet:
Many thanks for the watch! =)
:iconzealotofthedamned:
Hey, how are you?

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We will NEVER be free.
:iconalterrnativewriting:
Hey. You.

Thanks for the favourite. :heart:


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× forever reborn in b l o o d and f i r e from the w a t e r s of oblivion.
:icon7rivers:
Thank you for the watch :)
:iconriseagainstme18:
Thanks for the fave!!!!!

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Stop trying to find the words...let them find themselve.

Pride. Confidence. Strength. Grace. PLYMOUTH!
Plymouth Canton Marching Band for life♥♫♫

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